angel in disguise

Sunday, July 31, 2005

damn depressed recently.
cry very easily.
duno what's going wrong.
i just dunt belong.

i cant ;

angel❤music.2:16 AM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

21 july
had to stay back for the nomad rehersal.
it was super sian.
we did nth much except for practising the songs we'll be performing as well as rehersing the dance steps for one of our songs.
the actions are lame.
well. to the fact that its a jazz song.
anw. the area 'slip of the tongue' we are gona perform at is pathetic.
certainly not a decent place for a choir to sing.
wadever'

i really felt i i was camping there when the sky turned dark.
its was rather stupid to think so.
anw. we ordered hawaiian PIZZA !
cool uhh.
hahs.
it was nice !

after that was a debrief.
the-person-who-was-talking was kind of scuky.
i guessed mr ng hired him and some other peeps to come and organise NOMAD.
i cant wait to leave after the debrief.
made my way to the mrt sta with matt and mingzhu.
i was kind of neglecting mingzhu as i was having conversations with matt abt school work. how's life going on. and all that.
it was kind of a long journey.
imagine walking to the mrt sta on some pathetic night still wearing your school uniform.
sigh.
but i kind of straightened some of my thoughts while chatting with him.

today
currently reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince !
thankiews !!!
hehs
im at pg 400 now.
the book is GREAT !
i jux LOVE it !!
its not as draggy as the Order Of The Phoenix.
hahs.

anw. im rushing my portfolio.
not a gd sign.
hais.

angel❤music.12:56 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

yesterday
i was actually intending to watch fantastic 4 at orchard cine with my meii.
but changed my mind when i was there because of some freckin reason.
hurrs~
in the end we had no choice but to shop ard orchard.
we went heeren first.
i wanted to buy that pencil case.
but the colour i want was sold out.
argggh.

then we went back to cine and had our lunch at KFC.
some diulian things happened.
there was this female teenage who was with two of her friends.
somehow. suddenly she happened to spill her coke.
it was on her skirt. bag and mayb her shirt.
one of her friends accompanied her to the washroom i supposed.
hurrs~
it was embarrassing for her.
i guessed it was the KFC's fault.
as you know that no cover for the drink is provided if you are consuming it there.
anw. unlucky things do happen. you see.

we walked all the way to far east plaza.
wanted to show my meii how lp the plaza was except for the lowest storey.
zzz
came across a starhab shop.
went in to take a look.
as im still considering which model i shuld choose.
took some hp pamphlets anw.
hmm.
my meii wanted to go cine agn to buy sth.
so i had to accompany her go all the way back.
hurrs~
my feet hurt like siao.
ohh.
when we were on our way.
we saw this 6 years old guy who is the youngest buster and he started to drum when he was 2 as stated.
a damn lot of peeps were crowding ard.
so went to chou chou re nao.
yupps. we are typical singaporeans.
and you know what ?!
he was fantastic !
the way he drummed.
so cool cans !
although he's only 6.
he even bowed to the audiences.
damn cute lorrs !
hahs.
saw quite a number of peeps gave 10 bucks.
this strikes me abt the cip thing.
students have to "beg" for donations.
but how many of them actually give a damn.
i dunt think there's alot.
however there are many peeps who are alot more generous to busters than to charitable organisations.
hurrs~
what am i talking abt ?
zzz
or is there even any link between them ?
i dunt know.

anw.
we took mrt hm after my meii bought what she wanted.

today
quite a fun day.
at least better than other days.
played badminton during PE.
long time no play.
had muscle cramps.
anw. im okea now.
was playing with huiying intially.
for the last five mins or sth.
changed opponent.
MATTHEW !
lols.
hahs.
nvr played with him before.
quite cool i think.
hahs.

after school.
raining moderately heavily.
meet wj. song hao and han sheng.
sh and hs ran until damn funny lorrs.
hahs.
didn managed to say hiie nor bye.
hais.
next time bahs.
took mrt with wj.
talked abt quite alot of things bahs.

what im standing on is sinking in ;

angel❤music.1:11 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

boring day as usual.
except during eng lesson.
court-in-session part.
quite entertaining.
especially the lawyer junrui.
damn funny ! lols.

after school.
went to hand in the nomad form to jasmine.
then bought my ci yu shou ce.
dunt have to stay back as im not involved in the finale.
wonder how is it going on.

tmr got cip.
siannn.

feelings come and go ; i just dunt feel it anymore

angel❤music.10:21 AM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

ytd was a super scuky day for me !
in fact. i noticed that im really unlucky recently.

i was on my way home after my choir practice.
when i was at the platform.
waiting for the train.
suddenly there was this guy who walked up to me and asked me what school im from.
i told him im from AMK sec.
'mao qiao zhong xue'
then he said 'not hong mao qiao zhong xue mehs ?'
wth.
so i had to explain to him that its 'mao qiao' and not 'hong mao qiao'
zzz.
that was nt all.

after i stepped into the mrt train.
he came up to me agn.
and this time round you know what he asked ?
he asked 'ke yi zhuo peng you mahs ?'
(can we be friends ?)
UHHH ?
my first reaction was like 'WTH !'
i was so damn SHOCKED !
he even wanted to shake hands.
well.
of course i didn agreed.
i just gave a blank look and shifted myself further away from him.
didn expect him to follow me.
damn.
he tried to ask me the previous qn agn.
somehow this made me recall abt sth my friend told me.
so i quickly changed the topic and asked what school he's from.
AMK ITE !!
omggg.
its the same thing that happened to one of my friends !
then he started to talk and asked me qns.
wth !
i DUNT know him and DUNT even wana know him lorr !!
i gave him kind of 'bu shuang der lian' and he was stupid enough not to notice and stop harassing me.
he told me he felt that im c*t* that why he wanted to know me.
hurrs~ i think he gotta wash his eyes or sth.
his look is kena sai lorr !
he was talking damn loud and speaking broken chinese somemore.
wth !
how i wished there was a hole so i can hide myself in it.
zzz
he even asked for my no.
siao arhs ! im nt that freakin stupid to give my no. to some fcukin stranger from ITE cans !
in the end.
i only gave him my email add.
i guessed there's nth much he can do with my email add.
no harm.
i was abt to faint when i alighted.
damn scary.
zzz

today.
shuld be reaching school earlier than what i did.
some stupid things happened.
i was with few other amkians were seated at the back of a bus.
the bus was quite crowded actually.
we waited until the bus was at our stop then we got up from our seats.
the lame thing was that when we managed to squeeze our way through to the exit
it was too late.
the bus driver had already closed the doors and moving on to the next stop.
wtf !
so we had no choice but to alight at the next stop and walked all the way back to school.
i was feeling damn scuky and hated whoever the driver was.
hurrs~ i shuldn blame anyone actually.
it was partially my fault.
i learnt sth anyway : in a crowded bus. always get ur butt off your seat way before it reaches your stop so as to allow enough time for you to squeeze ur way through to the exit. LOL

just hope this 'bad luck' thing can leave me alone asap.

hiding away ; losing a day

angel❤music.9:52 AM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

siannn !!
can someone pls entertain mie ???
eee.

seems like everything's the same around me
when i look again and everything has changed
im not dreaming so i dunt know why
...

angel❤music.12:55 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

went to the Youth Peace Culture Festival.
the performance was nt bad
quite nice.
however.
the most unlucky thing happened to me on my way home.

i missed a step
.
..
...
and
.
..
...
FELL !!
gt a few scratches.
wth !
damn painn cans !
hurrs~
must be more careful next time.

;; the feel

angel❤music.1:55 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

todae's ipw presentation was a disaster.
hais.
forget abt it.
wads over is over.
no point brooding over it.
cant turn back time and make things better.
hais.
now have to try to make our proposal and prototype damn good liaos.
in order to earn more mrks.
zzzz

ehhs. i shuldn have done so.
peeps are asking mie abt it.
well.
im staying calm enough and at the same time
nt revealing too much info.
i really HATE this.
have to explain so much.
why so many peeps wana noe`?
im so 'hidden'.
just dunt understand.
maybe i shall just say NO to everything.
but i really cant lie to myself and everybody else.
hope that i can get everything over with
without having to ponder over it so much.

# who's that girl ? livin' my life .

angel❤music.12:58 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

IM SICK !! ):
arghhh !
was feeling damn unwell during lessons.
fever, sore throat, slight headache and a minor cough.
immediately went to take temp the moment i reached hm.
38.4 degree celsius.
took medicine.
had a nap.

hais.
nowadays alot of peeps sick.
because of the freckin weather. i think.
anw.
hope i'll get well soon bahs.

im such a failure.

angel❤music.8:36 AM