angel in disguise

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

yawn..
duno why i was so tired and restless during choir.
anw. tmr is teacher's day + be yourself day.
zzz. gona wear black.
cya ! enjoy =))

tears of yesterday are gone .

angel❤music.1:51 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

tiring day.
had hist test straight after school.
i think i wrote nt that much lehs.
hais.
hopefully i can get ne jian ren de mrks.
went for choir after that.
sang until my lips were so dry.
zzz.
ohh yarh.
tmr's PHY quiz is CANCELLED !!
wahahs.
so shuang !
no more test until after holis !
yeaa~

scars remind us that the past is real .

angel❤music.12:02 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

ehhs.
i just wana say that im N O T as quiet as you think im.
the only reason you think so is probably because you D O N T know me well enough.
plus i dont know you well larhs.
hais.

i think i can really die of boredom at home.
damn siannn.
can someone pls entertain mie or sth ?
talk crap also can.
lols.

ohh yarh.
bio test was tough but not that tough actually.
it was because we were like rushing up from the foyer to the choir rm then to the classrm straight after the lunchtime performance.
was panting like hell lor.
they all started abt 30 minutes earlier than us.
then when i gt the paper.
my mind was like blank out suddenly.
it must be that my body used up too much oxygen for muscular contractions.
then incurred an oxygen debt.
that's why.
really cannnot think properly.
all the facts were like fragmented.
hais.
must be it !
damn.
plus the fact that all the others who have finished are not considerate enough to leave the classrm silently.
i was like thinking so hard then the nosiness i really cant stand it.
hais.
peeps are like that.
they dont put themselves in other peeps' shoe.
only care abt themselves.
hurrs~ =x
are they really that bad.
hahs.
not really larhs.

anw.
'every heart' of inuyasha is really nice !
omg.
im sooo interested to know more abt inuyasha !
wees~

depression is still there ;

angel❤music.2:54 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

alone ; im
fantasy ; im living in
tried ; i have
cares ; no one

this blog is so gloomy.
so am i.
i guess something really good has to happen to me to make me feel otherwise.
thks all anw (:

angel❤music.7:18 AM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

im so sad.
no wrd seems to be able to describe how i feel.
nobody seems to care.
they do and say what they like.
without considering other's feeling.
all unlucky things seem to happen to me.
i feel completely hopeless.
my friends are telling me abt their friends family problems like being beaten up by their parents and so on.
and that is why they are behaving in the way they are.
i feel really sorry for them and at the same time
feel fortunate that im not in the same predicament as them.
why do peeps try to hurt themselves ?
it is silly,, isnt it ?
but sometimes. you just cant control.
i understand.

- take me A W A Y from here ;
all i wanted was somebody who care *

angel❤music.10:24 AM

Monday, August 15, 2005

went ps to catch chalie and the chocolate factory.
like what jiawen said.
Johnny Depp was really funny !
love him mans !
hahs.

guess who i saw after that.
Desmond (xu zhen rong) !
wahahs.
he was shooting.
i think he quite shuai larhs.
wahahs.

a.maths test tmr.
wish me luck ! =))

the innocent can nvr last ;

angel❤music.11:54 AM

Friday, August 12, 2005

been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching.
well i did found sth.
...

break you

angel❤music.1:14 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

7 aug
went cwp to get an ethenic costume for the stupid ndp.
hais. regretted. should have borrowed one.
anw. it was pinkish purple in colour which cost me 25 bucks.
damn.
after that. my sister went for her ballet class as usual.
i took mrt home with my mum.
i told her i had to buy sth at popular.
so she made her way home first.
i lost my eraser. so i bought another one.
my foolscap is also running out.
so i bought one with baby sylvester as the cover pg.
sylvester rawkks !
hahs.
as i was walking home.
i was actually quite surprised to see jannson walking towards my direction. (woos~ he wore shorts. 1st time as far as i know. wahahs =x)
lols.
i guessed i was too engrossed with the things i bought. LOL x))
he visited hy again.
hm. we chatted a bit larhs.
then we went separate directions. (he went hy's hse and i obviously went back to my hse)

8 aug
went to school a bit earlier than usual as i thought i would probably take some time changing into my costume.
not a soul in the class except some guys.
hurrs~ waited a while hoping to see some girls changed into their costumes before i did so.
yeps. saw huiying and someone(forgot).
then finally i decided to change.
toilets were as crowded as you can imagine.
well. i queued and changed.
when everyone who was supposed to be in class was in class. ms zaiton us to take a few 'class photos'
mm. was not intending to to take though. as i have not made sure that my hair is neat and ready for photo-shooting.
unfortunately. i was forced to do so by ms zaiton.
anw. you cant really see me in the photos.
im too SMALL ! LOL =D
zzz.
we had to made our way to the place where we were supposed to stand and watch the parade.
nth much happened.
me. yingli. shermin. huiying were feeling uncomfortable with our costumes so we went to change back to school clothes.
took quite a number of pics in the toilet.
wahahs.
for entertainment cans !
lols.
after that i thought we can go home.
but actually not.
we were stucked in the school as the gate was not opened !
wth !
was forced to buy some food as well as drinks.
shared cafe latte with huying.
a packet of popcorn was given free by someone. hahs.
xiexies !
i guessed there were extras rwite.
chatted with matt and huiying abt maple while waiting for the gate to open. zzz.
matt went central again.
took mrt with huiying.
gt more info abt sth frm her.
zzz.

9 aug
played a bit of maple.
im a noob in it cans.
hurrs~
im only playing it for entertainment. only when im free.
i dunt pia it derrs.
no need to be so eager to tell me more kaes.
lols.
hapie 40th birthdae SINGAPORE !
life starts at 40.
wahahs. -.="
was intending to go yishun derrs.
but last minute decided not to.
cause can watch the parade at the 5 places on tv.
although dunt have the 'HIGH' feeling watching at home. but still not bad larhs.
somemore gt shooting stars* after that.
yeaa !

today
last day of holi.
gotta study a.math later.
hm. who knows which chapters are tested for the chinese test ? (express)
if you know. pls inform me keas. thks.

the memory of you is a constant torment ;

angel❤music.7:09 AM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

have not been updating for quite sometime.
was busy bahs.
with nomad and all that.

studying for bio test now.
although i know it has been postponed to fri.
yeah~
i was so happy when i received the news.
hahs.
anw. no matter when the test is. we still have to study for it rwite ?
hais.

ohh.
ms zaiton is back btw.
she has a scar on her throat.
i feel quite sad for her though.
now she uses a mic for lessons.
well.
finally we ARE gonna change seats.
soon.
on thurs.
lets pray that it turns out fine.

# tell mie you feel the same

angel❤music.1:31 PM